POET’S PRIDE: Boomerang
October 11, 2017
Poet’s Pride is an opportunity for students to express themselves and publish their poetry. If you’re interested, you can submit your poetry here.
Depend on yourself day in, day out time and time again, then suddenly you just can’t do it anymore but as you look around for any help you just can’t bring yourself to ask because you feel like you’ve bothered them far too many times before
so you wrap yourself in ones thoughts and begin suffocating on your own medicine and begin bottling it all up inside and it’s eats you alive
And you’ve become far too scared of the outside
Trapped inside 4 walls with no door to escape
Trapped inside a wicked mind with no rest and it becomes hard to confess that your troubled
Never easy to forget the memories
And you memorize the times when no one was there
And it wasn’t always easy carrying the weight of your own dead bones
And it wasn’t always easy coping with the fact that the people you were closest with are either dead or gone
So say so long to the easy times and the breath taking laughs
Say so long to days where worries weren’t on your mind
When life wasn’t a battle you had to fight
Scar tissue turns to scarred feeling
Feeling like things would’ve been a little bit different if there was next time
Time and time again
Realizations fade with doubt
And I keep forgetting what I was even mad about
But just like that it manages to find its way back like a boomerang
And just like that everything I’ve spent my life building falls with a boom or bang
And I have to start from scratch, just to fail to like I have, time and time again.